This site is dedicated to
♥Ian James Page♥
(a.k.a Pagey or Pager).
13.08.1987 - 16.11.2006
Stolen from us all on the 16th November 2006. He was only 19 years old, too young to leave, a life not yet lived. He lived in Neasden - North West London, or Norf Wheezy as he'd say. He left behind a mum (Lorraine) and dad (kenny), 2 brothers (Ryan n Ben) and a sister (Nichola), who all love him dearly. Me and all of his freinds miss him so much no night out is ever the same without him. His life was taken from him and from us on the walk home after a night out by a heartless gang. They will never be forgiven.

Ian is the sort of person you never forget, even if you only met him once, he always left an impression. He loved Chelsea and his peds and was constantly working on them, and he was workin 2wards getting his new R1. He was always on partying, and was always crackin jokes. His laugh
could be heard a mile away, and was so recognizable, we all miss it. He was such a special person and without him life seems empty.
He means everything to me, more than I could ever imagine myself, or describe to anyone. I only spent a year with him, but in that year I gained more than I eva thought was possible. He gave me more in them months than I eva expected to receive in my life time. People always say you dont know what you have till you lose it, but they're rong, coz I knew how lucky I was from day1, and I still know. My heart is now empty, and so are the hearts of every1 hu loved him. A day will never go by that we dont think of him, coz 4 me with everyday that goes by I miss him and love him a little bit more.

I always called him MY shining star, and now he truly is. He is now truly heavens new angel, and I know hes showin heaven how 2 party.

Always in our hearts and souls, gone 2 touch but never forgotten.

He is now a lost son, who always did what he wanted and never listened to no1.

♥May we always remember to forget- ☆
☆The things that made us sad...♥
♥But never forget to remember- ☆
☆The things that made us glad...♥

I NO ur always wiv us @ every party & every pub. Sometimes I see you, just for a second, sometimes I hear ur voice. Somtimes I feel u, I just know ur there. ♥☆♥☆♥Love u 2 Heaven & Back Babe.... Maria♥☆♥☆♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

♥"Remember me with smiles and laughter♥
☆for that is how I will remember you all☆
♥If you can only remember with tears♥
☆then don't remember me at all"☆

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Today, on the 25th October 2007, it has been 49 weeks since you passed away. Today is the day we have been waiting for. I sat in that court everyday for seven weeks just to see justice be done.

Today 2 people were found guilty of the murder of Ian Page. 1 Person was also found guilty of manslaughter. Unfortunately the remaining 2 got to walk out of that court room free men. I hope one day, full justice will be served.
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Today on the 22nd of November 2007, it has been 53 weeks since you passed away. Today Andre Campbell and Jermaine Yateman were sentenced to life imprisonment with a tariff of 15 Years, for murder. Lloyd henry was sentenced to 8years for manslaughter.
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One lifetime wish:

If we could have one lifetime wish
A dream that would come true
We'd pray to God with all our hearts
For yesterday and you
A thousand words can't bring you back
We know because we've tried
And neither can a million tears
We now because we've cried
You left behind our broken hearts
And happy memories too
We never wanted memories though
We only wanted you!

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"Wen 2moro starts wivout me, n I'm not there to c;
If the sun shud rise n u find ur eyes, all filled wiv tears 4 me;
I wish so much you wudn't cry, the way u did 2day,
while thinking of the many things, we didn't get 2 say.
I no how much you love me, as much as I love u,
n each time u think of me, I know you'll miss me too;
But wen 2moro starts wivout me, please try 2 understand,
an angel came and called my name, & took me by the hand,
He said my place was ready, in heaven far above,
and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love.
But as I turned 2 walk away, a tear fell from my eye,
4 all my life, I'd always fort I didn't want 2 die.
I had so much 2 live 4 and so much yet to do,
it seemed almost impossible that I was leavin u.
I fort of all the yesterdays, the good 1s & the bad,
I fort of all the love we shared & all the fun we had.
If I could relive yesterday, I thought, just for awhile,
I'd say goodbye and kiss u, & maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, that this could never be,
4 emptiness & memories, would take the place of me.
& when I thought of worldly things, I'd miss come tomorrow,
I thought of u, n when I did, my heart was filled wiv sorrow.
Bt wen I walked thru heaven's gates, I felt so much @ home.
Wen God lookd dwn & smiled @me, 4m His golden throne,
He said, "This is eternity and all I've promised you".
Today ur life on earth is past but here it starts anew.
I promise no 2moro, but 2day will always last,
& since each days d same day, theres no longin 4 d past.
But you have been so faithful, so trusting, and so true.
Though there wer times u did sum things u nu u shudn't do.
But you have been forgiven and now at last you’re free.
So won't you take my hand and share my life with me?
So wen 2moro starts wivout me, dont think were far apart,
for every time you think of me, I'm right here in your heart."

♥R.I.P GAWJUS - U WILL ALWAYS B ALIVE IN MY DREAMS.♥
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THIS ISN'T HOW IT WAS MEANT 2 BE - By Dad:

They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be
I don't know how to cope with this pain
And never being able to see you again.

Being without you the pain is such
That I cry everyday and miss you so much
But when I look up to heaven and the sky is blue
I shall always and forever be thinking of you.

Not an hour nor day nor week goes by
That i don't keep asking myself why?
Why us, why you, what did we do
To deserve this pain we are going through.

Living my life without you E (Ian)
Just isn't the same and never will be
For you my son I will always mourn
For you were my Pager, my first one born.

Not just a son to me and your mother
But to Nicky, Ryan and Ben: big brother
We all miss you and wish you were here
And we all love you so very Dear.

Losing you will hurt forever
But I have to try and hold it together
For the others I have to try to be strong
But I just want you home where you belong.

If you look real close through thoes pearly gates
You'll see heaven's new angle and his new mates
But although I no he is not on his own
I wish i could reach out and bring him back home.

The world sometimes seems so unfair
For there's people in it who just don't care
They hurt you and took you away from me
And that isn't how it was meant to be.

♥Be good and say hi to Nan for me love you always Dad♥ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xx
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TO MY SON - By Mum:

Where have you gone?
I've looked all over,
I can't seem to find you.
Your Dad, Nichola, Ryan, Ben and I miss you,
So much you'll never know.
I keep putting off doing your room,
Though you'll never see it.
I do everything now,
I need your help.
Every night I cry for you,
My pillow soaked with tears.
I dreamed the other night,
That you did come back and end our pain.
But to try to make that dream real,
Will only cause more pain.
I am constantly reminded of the past.
For now I just have to move on,
Waiting 'till I see you again.
I love you so much my son.
♥xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxx xxx♥

(If any1 wants to add anything to this bit, just let me know, and plz add ne fotos u have of him x)

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